bigoldbear's Blog

If you read my profile, and look at my pictures, you would be excused wondering if that could all be really me. Those are my highest ideals and fantasies laud bare. How close do I get to those? Well, my girl now cant wait to get done grad school so she can throw away her birth control, and meanwhile shes helping me find fun little sluits to breed. Would I really? I have, knowingly, in the past, done all of those (except the house party, servant/ wife things, that's a Lot of arranging, and I haven't made it happen yet). I'm an intellectual. I'm a precise and thoughtful person. And I really like to play those games. . And so I admit my fantasies here. Do I expect to find women who want to play my game? Well, I did once, here, perhaps I will again some day. But at least meanwhile I was out here being my honest self. Cant find what you want if you wont expose it, show it to people, and ask for what you actually want.

Right?