I trained all my life to join the army come from a fucked up background of having ppl being violent to the point of trying to kill me which is what made me want to do something about it. Been shot stabbed and posioned my favorite movies are the crow series type in bloodflowers the crow on youtube its my favorite music video with Eddie furlong reminds me of similar things that I went through. Most of my exs were scared away by phycos but I'm trying to make a clean break now I haven't had to fight with them for years did some boxing then got well out of shape like I was possed by a fat man but have dieted for 6 years to get back in shape. Now I'm on the prowl again but because of ppl threatening my girlfriends plus gaining weight I haven't been in a relationship for years. Just looking for something casual and to have some fun