Puddin86Puddin
female (50) from Panama City, Florida 
looking for female, couple.
I don't use Icebreaker to connect with people.
Icebreaker helps to contact new members which I'm interested in.
Sexual Changes
I felt like I could drop this here without embarrassment. Okay, so I began my sexual experience, I was not in love with it. I loved the intimacy and the attention even caressing from time to time. But if I felt my enjoyment was noticeable I would pull away. I didn't want you to see how wet I got or feel my muscles spasm with enjoyment. Anything I couldn't control. My boyfriends use to beg me for sex. It would only happen if I felt like I couldn't avoid it any longer.
Once I hit 40...SMH It's like a switch has been turned on and all I can think about is SEX. I want you to want me even if I don't want you. I want to be ravished. (every once in a while) As if you want me so bad you lose control. You know its wrong but you cant stop yourself. 
Okay.Whew! That's better. Now I can go on with my day.
I think my situation is more than unique. It may be down right complicated.
AGAIN....FRIEND REQUEST WITHOUT INTRODUCTION IS DEAD!
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If you just send me a friend request and never say hello...I will either delete you or never accept a friend request from you.