The Felling will be one of tremendous strength. Strenth to do many things, not physically but more emotionally. Not for all others bot also for myself My own strength of emotion. In will fell less pain then before i did joining here. This is sorta going to feel like an AA Program of life. I could also say the F word alot lessahhhhh yes, the F Word will be no more maybe occasionally but not as bad as it was or now, I use to curse much more when i lived mi New York Long Island. Lots of Italians, i know the city life in road subways, mass transit alot safer than Florida drivers that no doubt Just had friend i was tight with she got bashed in to by a dump truck in pas-co county, The car was flattened to like a pancake. She going to make it n make a lot of money from the insurance 5000,000 minimim her lawyer said Not bad, She has had a tougher life than most, Is living with a bad kidney and in need looking for one. She could die of that, she couda died from that crash, She;s alive for some reason though still. and she has a boyfriend, She was interested in me when i moved here to Florida. But i just liked her as a friend and we kept it that ways throughout the past 20 years. Okay maybe i'll continue my fukbook therapy session later or something . Life could be worse, we could be stuck in a place called the Dead Book. Always count your blessings n enjoy as much of your life the way you want to as you possibly can. If you like sex, have sex, if you desire love n sex, which i do desire TRUE LOVE once n last time hopefully, i also still love sex, i actually enjoy pleasing a woman more than myself being pleased. I guess it uplifts me n its fun.Oh i am really dying to be pleased believe mei wouldn't be here if i wasnt lol. We shall see. IDK. I dont think there many Rial WOMEN on a site like this. Maybe a few younger, i know the younger generation loves sex. You can see them on all the adult Websters these days. end of that art gotta go.