So like last Saturday i was thinking to have some fun in north west London so I headed to one pub with my new leather jacket and not so fancy clothes so I had some money to spent just ordered few drinks and met some local British girls One was Pre school receptionist and another was shop assistant anyway I brought them some drinks and suddenly I've get the fucking wingman from no where Like mixed black guy who was really proud that he has wife and kid at home and he started dropping charms to girl i liked more and pub closed we went to another place and he said like I 'll take one girl and you another and you know what I was with the pre school receptionist then she said she has a boyfriend And I started to feel like a fucking idiot and got really … On that guy who took another girl because that girl boyfriend showed up and I was that wheel of the bike witch is not in use I loose my control I stared to shout on that guy And said let's go outside and have a 'chat' bailed out with another girl and her boyfriend ... Then I started to feel that pathetic And get random hooker in the street.. Yes of course I was using condom She was black but she said she's from south America probably Caribbean So we went in council flats landing So I was … and she started to sucking my cook and it was not really pleasurable started to fuck her from behind couldn't finish It was like upset and anger inside of me and no pleasure at all... so that's how saturday wasn't so special as I wanted to be...

So I'm starting to think that hook up with someone is really hard for me for some reason I don't know I thought that was like I earning not enough but now when is this not problem now and what a fuck is going on in this autumn starting to feel depressing Like the biggest looser on earth and well ...

So like one Saturday night I was invited to Local hostel by South African he's gay and really liked me . I went there and it's like two German tourist girls like age 18 was there as well One was really attracted to me well We had some drinks and latter on I and one of girls like started to have some kissing foreplay fun and we end up in hostel bathroom Like I saw that she was wet and really shy about my hard cook so I helped her to feel a bit better and Didn't rushed to last thing and then a bar manager went in like in middle of something latter that night that african guy sucked my cook But well I'm straight but when I'm horny it's like peace of meat :D Anyway I'm still thinking about that German girl but she's in Germany and I here in Uk Like that night was a bit too crazy...