Cookiemonster2_0's Blog

It was the weekend we'll say it was like almost every other weekend but I was off of work this weekend so I said I'm going to go grocery shopping. Knowing myself that's a little hard for me to do I'm almost always horny and I always see someone attractive but because I'm so shy I never have the nerve to say what I feel. So I go to the store just as I was expecting this girl walks in with a shirt on no bra nipples poking right out through the shirt and some booty shorts on showing her pussy print I'm just staring trying not to drool. And my mind I can imagine all the ways I will be doing stuff with her licking and sucking on her nipples listening to her moan as I go down her chest between her legs devouring her delicious juices from her pussy. Then she leaves my sight and I get back to shopping I grab a few things I'm headed to the … now I see her one last time I want to say something but the words never come out. So I head home thinking of so many regrets but now I'm horny as hell and you know what I'm going to do next some would think I would grab the lotion some paper towel whatever it is that you would think I would do to get it off no not that way I hop in the shower thinking I can wash it off why so feelings and things away. But yet I can hear a voice in my head almost like a female was talking to me saying why didn't you do it why didn't you say anything why didn't you ask me and in my mind I respond in for what to get rejected is that my total fear for real in my interconsciousness you've never been afraid . You're just not ready and I laughed to myself within my conscience thinking I'm not ready but as I'm dreaming as water drips down my back I can feel his going up against my skin touching me caressing my chest me thinking this can't be happening I didn't say anything I didn't ask I know I wanted it so I hear a voice saying just let it happen and in my mind I turn to face them and fondle those voluptuous nipples. Gripping her by the waist as she feels my dick up against her pussy is pulsating throbbing causing her to moan and pleasure as she lifts up her leg and reaches for my dick to slide it in I'm on in a deep deep desire as the orders down my face she lives in to kiss me and I'll open my eyes and yet there's no one there but I can still feel the sensations so I close my eyes once again and I'm going into this deep desire wanting more and more to happen yet I cannot bring myself to the fact that I just released he had the pleasure was not mine till next time.