rebornboredintj's Blog

I do it as a way to try an make sense of a world that far to often causes my heart to ache at the needless suffering we create. Some is needed for us to grow but other acts leave me sadden to my soul to see them perpetually created for the sake of profit or ego such is the baser hatered of humanity that is willing ignorant to its impact on others fate and hopefully one day we can see that despite our flaws that there is always a semblance of kindess ready to be given upon askance. I do not say this out of weakness as i do belive there are instances where one must fight but i no longer can be one that impresses my will upon another to gain advantage in a sprial without restraint. I would say that in this time in my life i am a man who has seen enough of violence and will only indulge in it as a last resort when no other options are left but due to the duality of man or perhaps my own weak heart there is always a small part of me that laughs when the fighting starts. And in the heat of those moments when the thunders of combat sound i feel as though i have found a strange sort of peace that is sought but rarely found. Yet i would like to think despite these notions that i am a human being that brings kindess and joy to those i come into contact with instead of hate or jealous anger for some perceived slight or what i am seen to represent. Anyway thats some of my take on life and why i write poetry from time to time