grlluvwhitecks's Blog

I don’t have the specific date but i know it was last summer end of June. That i decided to follow my instinct, to welcome and explore my sexuality.To open my mind to new things. To grow into a better version of myself, to do things that bring me pleasure. To learn a new language… 

It’s been a trip i must say. But i don’t regret it. I would do it again. I have learned so much about me and what i like and enjoy. I found out that “older” not always means wiser, mature or “good man”. 

Men in their 40’s still play like they are in their 20’s which is not a good thing, guys who tell you I’m not like other guys , are fucking leading the parade of assholes. 

Women don’t like to fuck their husbands, idk why? I wanna fuck mine … and theirs 🤷🏻‍♀️. Man like living in misery and unhappiness. Lots of men don’t know what they want and they will waste your time. 

I’m no longer ashamed or scared of who i was , or who i am becoming. Hard work pays off. I learned to be gentle with myself and to say fuck it and go for it once in a while . 

I’m killing it in German. So proud. Ich spreche nurein bisschen deutsch. Germany here i come (lol).

I have changed my whole wardrobe, got into buying lingerie. Got into some boojie shit. Met some awesome people , made some friends, got feelings , dropped feelings , slept and had great time w some … it’s been a year since i been sexually liberated and i love it