TriQuarTraDragon's Blog

Now and again im laying in bed. All by my self in the dark. And, where i usualy fall asleep in only a few seconds, the sleep wont come. I look at the clock, but it only shifts forward slowly.

I try to close my eyes and then fall asleep, but it wont matter. Than a thought flashes through my head. Before i can grasp it, it is faded away. Only leaving behind a buzz in my body. I lay still, trying to find the thought wich slipped away. And even before i grasp it, i know what it was...

My blood starts pumping. I try to ignore it, but it wont do. I try to turn with my eyes still closed. I try to catch sleep, but my blood races through my veins. Leaving me quite awake.

Then the pumping starts to show in sensitive places, like my neck, my fingertips, my forhead, my toes... and ofcourse between my legs. Ignoring is no use anymore, i feel that i want it, and i cant do anything about it to stop it. Well, i can do one thing. And that is just the thing i am going to.

Till i fall asleep, exausted