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"wait..." I quickly looked up.. on the verge of crying. He was just so amazing.. sometimes before this moment.. I used to just sit all day..wishing my life away. This had to be it.. so why was he hesitating so much?

"Its not that your not magic..I know you are...I just.. I have enimies.. A lot.. But .. I swear I'd never hurt you.. do you trust me? I just need to know.. do you trust me?.."

The word trust was a hard one for me. All my life I had been putting trust in everyone. Only leading up to me feeling alone sad and confused in the end.

I looked into his eyes once more.. It was still there.

It had always been there. Thats why I held on to him so tightly in my heart. He looked so bad but his eyes where the most beautiful I'd ever seen in my life. They could not lie to me. I trusted his eyes. And given the circumstances I had put myself in. I trusted his heart too. So once again, without hesitation i grabbed him and shoved my tongue in his cold, fresh, supple mouth while pasionately running all my fingers through his hair. wand and all. this didn't stop for quite some time and I was sure of it this time. Not because I didn't care about magic anymore of course. Just because although a boy in so many ways. This boy had potential. To be something amazing. Of what I was not sure. But I tasted greatness in that mouth of his. And I wanted more.

"I..I love you" he tried to squeek from my passionate hold on him. But I would barley let the words come out. This was just way to fun.