orangepeelsmile11's Blog

seriously you all are out looking for sex and i loe sex so much but u all somewhat discust me because you are all fucking liars. You know what this girl wwants. She just wants proof that she can spend the rest of her life with the fucking man of her dreams and everything be ok. And at this point i seriously wanna kill someone because I am so fucking sick of waiting on my husband to come home because he left me. and that fucking sucks. So i cheated on my husband last night. but today i feel so depressed and down on myself i cant even eat. which means one thing that no matter how big of a fucking dick my husband can be to me. I love HIM and no one else. because i LOVE people but i am only and forever in love with ONE FUCKING PERSON> NOT ONE NOT TWO NOT THREE NOT FOUR. ONE FUCKING PERSON. the best fucking person MY fucking person. MY husband. who left me in a time in my life when i needed him by my side the most. and even tho i deserve it for cheating on him so much its just because I've gone my entire life without fucking my husband and it just. It really sucks to be physically mentally and emotionally married to something or someone that u cant have. because i put fucking my husband as the last thing on my list my entire life. and I want my husband back. because no matter what i do or say or any of the stupid shit i do. deep down its not because im a crazy bitch. its not because im a stupid bitch. its because I NEED MY HUSBAND TO TALK TO ME AGAIN. because its not evil to wait to fuck your wife. its evil to make her think theres a chance u could never talk ever again. and my husband is not fucking evil hes just too amazing for words. so please. if your my husband and your reading this. come home. the fucking wife and kids and entire family miss you....

so fucking much...

last post ever bitches. Im out.