A-P0S-TR0-PHE's Blog

I suffer from insomnia. I use to use site to have something for my mind to focus on. It never stops. A million things at one time trying to get out. Over thinking everything from years ago to today's bullshit. Then I got into editing the photos. I love it. And at first it helped ALOT but I also had someone who occupied my mine and time to. The mix of the 2 was amazing. I slept more it was easier to focus. And I know this is getting kind of confusing. Lol In losing my train og thought and as you know I'm not good with words. All those guys but they were intellectual conversation with me we're just getting moments of intellectualism that fade fast.

Anyway, now the editing is getting harder becaus3 I can't focus on one thing like in the first months. I have over 60,000 Dloaded photos on my phone. I go to find a certain thing for something and wind up spending hours and I'm not joking literally hours … I see something so I can do this with that. Only to turn around and go back to do what I was going to do with that and not remember because I've already … the house is more pictures. Good news 43 and I'm finally going to go see a doctor next week.

Just wanted you to know when I'm gone u know checked out for a good minute because my mind can't handle it. The constant flow of everything.

it's really starting to Bosch my only Hobby