Slutwife-in-Training's Blog

So there are a few things, sexually speaking, that I haven't really been able to bring myself to do. There used to be a lot of these things, but I've slowly been working through them. I enjoy toys now, I love anal, I don't mind being photographed, I'll suck cocks, etc. All these are things I wouldn't do before.

Still, there are two big things that I haven't been able to do. I couldn't seem to get myself to let a guy cum in my mouth or on my face. It just grossed me out. No one really complains that they can't cum in your mouth when you tell them they can cum in your pussy or ass instead, but it's still something I wanted to overcome.

I've been working at it steadily for a while now. Trying to take a cock into my mouth when it has a little cum on it, instead of wiping it off, or sucking a few seconds longer even when I know they're about to cum. It's really a mind thing, and I knew that if I worked hard enough I'd get past it.

Well, yesterday I got past it. I was laying on the bed sideways with my head right at the edge. I was relaxing for a few minutes, waiting for family to arrive because we were going out to dinner with them. Hubby came up to me, dropped his pants and boxers, and slid into place in front of me. It was obvious what he wanted, so I opened my mouth and took his cock like a good slutwife.

I had a ponytail in my hair, and he grabbed it firmly, using it to guide my head wherever he wanted. I love it when a guy takes control like that, and it was probably the most turned on I've been while giving head. Which, if I'm honest, isn't that much. Still, I was having fun and really enjoying pleasuring my husband.

He'd pull back on my ponytail, holding my head back and forcing me to focus on the head of his cock. I'd suck and swirl my tongue around it, focusing a little extra on the sensitive spot under his head. Then he'd pull my head down onto his cock, twisting my ponytail to the side and keeping pressure on it.

Hubby's average length, about 6", and has pretty decent girth, but I can easily take him all the way into my throat. And he was definitely forcing me to bottom out on him. My lips and nose were pushed against his pelvis whenever he pulled me against him.

I moved my hand up to play with his balls, something I know he loves, and let him continue to guide my head wherever he wanted. Most guys might have just forced my head all the way down and held it there, but hubby likes variety and likes control, and I was happily letting him have both.

My hand was holding onto his balls when he started to pull out. Hubby knows I don't like cum in my mouth, and is always very cautious to pull out in time. This time though, I decided it was time. When he pulled back, I used my hand that was holding his balls to pull him back in.

Just then we heard a knock at the door. I ignored it and kept sucking his cock. Like the amazing husband he is, he warned me that he was getting dangerously close, but I kept going.

"o you want me to cum in your mouth?" he asked.

I nodded slightly. I was still trying to convince myself I could do it, but I knew it was what I wanted.

"Mmmm, you're such a good girl!" he said. "Are you going to swallow it like a good slut?"

Now I was getting excited. I love it when he tells me I'm a good girl, and I love being his slut. I nodded again, more vigorously this time, and kept sucking his cock.

I heard the door to our house open. Our son was letting in our family, but I was only focused on one thing.

Hubby took control again, gripping my ponytail tighter than before and guiding my head wherever he pleased. I sucked and sucked, waiting for the moment he'd shoot his load, both dreading it and looking forward to it.

He lasted another couple minutes. I wasn't lying when I said he was cautious. Eventually though, I felt his body tense and he pulled my head in tight against him, pushing his cock deep into my throat.

It's a strange feeling. There's really nothing else like it. A very warm, creamy, salty liquid was being shot at the back of my throat from a hard fleshy rod that was filling my entire mouth.

Just as he lost it, I got extremely excited and my pussy literally started to drip down between my legs. Part of it was being excited by how slutty I was being, part of it was how much pleasure I was clearly giving him, and part of it was that I had succeeded. I was proud of myself. Still am.

When we left our room (after I gargled some mouthwash...I'm not impressed with the taste at all), we found both sets of our parents and our son waiting for us in our living room. I'm sure they didn't know what I'd just done, but I felt so naughty!